Me and Camps went dress shopping today and bought some gorgeous from Topshop, I'm in love with them both!! I've got down to a size 6 too, quite pleased with myself! So effortless!

So anyway I haven't given Josh a definite answer yet as to whether I'm going. And I still feel that I want to pull out, but know that I have to go. I'm driving, so I've got Camps relying on me and Tammy's coming so her as well. I do want to go just argh if I have a drink I'm probably going to end up telling Josh how I feel, and I don't want to ruin his party.

I'm also worried about the impression his family are going to have of me. I adore his brother and spoke to his Mum before but what if everyone starts talking about Summer? Or how much of an idiot my brother is? What if Josh has told them that it's all my fault?? And what if I look too tarty, or not dressed up enough? Argh.

I'm Lilly, I'm 20 from Leicester. I'm just about to go into my second year studying English at Sheffield Hallam and I'm loving every minute of it.

I love my friends, my family, and a Starbucks white mocha with cream. Welcome to my world!










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