Me and Ollie still haven't spoken since Saturday, and I hate it. It's all weird and horrible and shouldn't be happening, but I don't know what to do. I don't think he'll be back in Sheffield for a while because of uni, and I don't know whether that's a good or a bad thing. I just feel so gutted about it all, it was bad enough not having Ollie around when he was in Milan all summer, but at least then we were on good terms. Now I don't even know what we are.

Just feel really down today. Camps wants to go out tonight but I know Summer's going to be there and she'll try to make everything even worse than what it is already. I can't have her adding to what she's done already.

I wish it had all never happened.

I'm Lilly, I'm 20 from Leicester. I'm just about to go into my second year studying English at Sheffield Hallam and I'm loving every minute of it.

I love my friends, my family, and a Starbucks white mocha with cream. Welcome to my world!










September 2008
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