I can't believe how bad tonight has been! I'm so frustrated! Everything was going good, Eoghain told me to dress up because he was taking me for quite a drive to somewhere really special, so I put one of my best dinner dresses on and he picked me up at six sharp and he looked really nice... and he drove... and drove... and drove...
...and ended up at my Mum's restaurant.
I couldn't believe it!
I asked him why we were here, trying my hardest not to be shocked, and he was so pleased with himself for finding out that it was my Mum's restaurant and he thought I would be so pleased, as if I hadn't ever eaten in there before...
So I walk in and Mum had decided to spend that night overlooking the restaurant - I've never felt so awkward in my whole life. Her eyes were questioning me every time she looked over, and I felt so embarrassed with Eoghain insisted on introducing himself to her. I could tell straight away that she doesn't like him. When Eoghain went to the toilets Mum came straight over and asked me what I was doing here with Eoghain when I should be with Josh at this very difficult time. So then I had to give Mum a condensed 10-second explanation on why me and Josh weren't exactly talking, leaving out all of the details. Mum was really great after that and said we'd talk about it more later, and that hopefully things will sort out between us. But just before Eoghain returned to our table she said, 'in the meantime you shouldn't date this dim young boy to make you realise how much you love Josh'.
Grrr. I hate how Mums know it all!!!
So anyway I insisted to Eoghain that I had to go home because I had an important meeting tomorrow morning. He drove us home, mentioning a million times how disappointed he was that the date couldn't last longer. He kissed me at the end of the night.
And that was that.
Eoghain's been in touch loads last night and this morning, he seems really eager which makes me feel a bit apprehensive. He won't stop going on about this 'fabulous restaurant' that he's driving me to tomorrow night, and he says he's booked us a hotel.... which me and Camps are really not happy about, even to the extent that Camps might come in disguise as soon as she knows where we are. I mean... a hotel. Bit soon? I made up an excuse about having to be back early the next morning for uni, and he said he'll see how I feel tomorrow...
I think Camps is going back to Cambridge and I feel I should be there too. But I can't go where I'm not wanted.... so......
Going to go to the library for some books and then spend all day on my essays, see if I can get my head around them. I've had so much fun these first six weeks of uni but now it looks as though the fun stops and the hard work starts!!!! Bad times.
Everyone's making a big deal about me being spotted out to dinner with Eoghain last night. I don't see what the big problem is, but there was this huge hype surrounding Josh and I and I think most people thought we were together... so now they think I'm cheating on him.
Hmmm I wonder who started this rumour? SFS so needs to grow up. Karma is a bitch and it's just going to come back to her so bad one day.
I'm really looking forward to Eoghain's party at the weekend, how fun is it going to be!!!! I might dress up as a cat... but I guess that's not scary... or with all these rumours going around I might go in a mask so that no-one recognises me!
Most of the girls have gone home for the week because they don't have lectures, so I'm a bit lonely here by myself, need to speak to Camps and see when she's back home.